Caroline 18th July 2011

My Gorgeous Little Man, Mummy went to the Farm today with her School, i really had a lovely day watching all the Children get excited and feeding all the Animals- you would have loved it!!! It also made me realise that it is yet another occasion, where i miss out on watching you Grow up just the normal childhood things that others really do take for Granted!!! I overheard a mother tell her child he was very spoilt and cant have everything he wants, this made me so sad as i would give you the world if you were with me!! But little man i would never bring you back or wish you back to a world where you were poorly and in pain, im so glad you are now free and running the life you should be- just wish i had you for a little bit longer!! I love you so so much little man, my life forever changed for having had an Angel to love if only for a short while! Thank you so so much for looking after us, Kyle has turned into a real lad because of your arms on his shoulders. Daddy needs to feel you around as i know he is missing you , i see it in his eyes yet he cant express!! Fligh little Butterfly xxxxxxxx Sign My Guestbook Read Tributes Thursday, May 5, 2011 12:14 PM, CDT Deccy Doos, There is nothing else to say apart from i love you so so much, i miss your funkiness the way you just threw everything into Mayhem!!!, i miss the Nurses who looked after you at night even though deep down we really hated having intrusion. I miss the way neither of us got any sleep, but both were so desperate for it!!! I miss you eyes, smile- when you could!!, but im thankful for the legs you now have, the arms you can now use and the mouth you can now so freely talk with!!! But im most thankful for the Son/ Angel that was mine, love you to the moon and back my Gorgeous Gorgeous little man. Forever Mummys little Miracle xxxxxxxx Sign My Guestbook Read Tributes Sunday, April 3, 2011 12:55 AM, CDT http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MDL34UPBDII&playnext=1&list=PL13B83BA927BB8BC3 My Gorgeous little man, Oh my God today of all days is the day i wish to hold you, cuddle you, kiss you, and just stand back and admire you- my forever Angel!!!! No amount of time changes the fact that you are not here, the day you were diagnosed our lives changed forever and the night you said Goodnight our lives were forever changed!!! We have embarked on a new Journey, a Journey that has shown alot of pain, grief, Anger and im sure there is more to come but also a Journey of Hope, Peace, Happiness. You touched our lives in a way that i dont think think even words could express how we feel, it can only be felt by the heart if that makes sense. The hearts of your Mummy, Daddy and Big Brother Kyle, thank you so much for looking after them sweetie, Kyle has you in him so much and he has turned into an exceptional young man. So today i say to Myself Happy Mothers Day to me!!!, god may have taken you back home but he also left me with a very special Angel by my side and for that ill be forever thankful!!! Love you always Deccy Doos Mummy xxxxxxx