Hey little man, We are nearly appproaching two years since you left us, but honestly Dec it feels like two minutes. You were such a big part of us that i dont know if we will ever feel less of a loss, i thank you from the bottom of heart for getting through to Kyle its amazing what is happening, i see you in him in so many ways. Sometimes he catches me staring at him and laughs, " Mum what are you doing??" and i laugh because only you and i know whats going on!!!! Things are hard for Daddy at the minute, a mans grief and loss are handled in a different way but let me tell you he doesnt grieve any less. Like me you were a huge part of him, but never worry Angel we are pulling together and not apart. It hasant been easy, but you know that because you are there watching and guiding us all the time. Declan i have never and will never love anyone the way i loved you and i miss you so so much, Kyle has been a real blessing and a Focus but you were my shadow and knew me more than i knew myself. Please continue to cuddle and kiss me from above, i miss our kisses and little chats and most of all continue to have fun and be free!!!! Love you always and cant wait till i get to hold you in my arms again and were all together the way it should be. Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx